10 years more! :)

dear diary,

ive been working on my maths assignments when suddenly ive been thinking what would happen in 10 years time..

im only 18 n in 10 years time, i would be a superb muslimah age 28.

by dat particular time,

i would definitely;

: done wif my degree n master
: have my own career
: my fabulous pink car
: a house of my own
: send my parents to Makkah (diz is da most important thing among all. its a MUST!)

yup2.. dats my target in 10 years time..

but, besides dat.. i have my very own dream, which i think its everyone's dream..

28 would be soo old 4 some people.. but 4 me, its da perfect age to fullfill my everlasting dream..

to be wif someone who love me da way i am.. who can lend me his shoulder whenever i feel like crying.. who would never leave me alone when i really need someone to accompany me.. who would hear every single thing when i feel like talking..n da one given by Allah to be wif me no matter what..

okay, im kinda weird today! haha.. hey weirdo! what is this all about?? okay, i noe y..

coz i wanna let dat very special person of mine noe how much i treasure him n i would like him to

wait

4 me for another 10 years.. which i noe he would.. coz he'll do anything 4 me..rite dear??

im so sorry 4 what happen.. its my fault as well.. i just want u to noe dat i treasure u a lot..

okay.. this is creepy! haha.. its my blog, n i can write anything.. :P

oh maths! whoever dat special person is, i would never ever 4get bout u.. u're so important.. :P

love u more! lala~

can i make da time go faster?? coz 10 years would be so far away! haha.. :P sgt sengal n gatal!

p/s: i love u en! but i love my family, maths, physics, biology n chemistry more! haha.. :P

i love u lil bro!

dear diary,

Alhamdulillah.. my lil bro dpt 5A for his UPSR,...
sumpah sgt3 excited...
n yg plg menggembirakan is
when my mom yg tgah skt jd sgt3 ceria bile dpt tau my lil bro dpt 5A!
skolah die ada 4 org je yg dpt 5A
n he's 1 of them..
bergaya!
im so proud of u!
lps nie mohon asrama,
im gonna miss u..
da 1 n only lil bro yg sy ada...
i love u so damn much! muahhxxx!

tp kan, ble adhan tuntut hadiah kat akak, yg tue skt skit la.. haha.. :P
juz joking..
dear lil bro,
nnti a fully paid weekend wif movies, bowling, games n others akan ditunaikan ms akak cuti okay??
heart u! muahhhxxx!
thanx sbb buat mama senyum n ketawa..

get well soon!

its raining heavily..
i miss my mom so much!
i miss her hug, her smile, her kiss..
everything bout her dat would make me feel better..
i need her.. the old her..
da 1 who really makes my day..
da 1 who makes me smile..
da 1 who will hug me whenever i feel like crying..
da 1 who always bought me pink stuff..
i miss my mom!
huhu..
i cant stand looking at her pain..
in need of her.. :(

Ya Allah, ak mohon padamu... sembuhkanlah ibuku..
peliharalah ibuku sepertimana die memelihara ak dgn begitu baik sjk dr kecik..
ak sygkan nya ya Allah..
kalau nyawaku dpt dijadikan pengganti kpd kesihatan ibuku, ak rela..
ak x nak tgk die tersiksa lagi..

dear mama, get well soon..i miss u a lot!
ive once promise u yg i would never cry tgk keadaan mama mcm tue..
im sorry.. i cant keep dat promise anymore..
i love u mom!


p/s: mama skt, tp sy jarang balik rumah n slalu kuar.. npe??? sbb mama x bagi balik..mama yg suh sy kuar jejalan supaya x stress.. mama x nak sy sdh n nenges.. huh.. tp sy akan tetap sdh walau pepun.. doakan kesihatan mama sy plize.. :(

happiness!

in times when i really need it, thanx Allah 4 da perfect gift 4 me..
my precious family especially papa who always there to support me,
my frenz who really understand me..
n da person who makes me smile a lot.. thanx en kewell! :)

im glad to have each n everyone of u..
thanx Allah 4 da very perfect gift ever!

p/s: smlm da org blanja pizza! nyum2.. thanx ye! heart u! xoxo!

sy kuat!

sy kuat! ada sapa2 yg brani nak kata sy lemah??

pendek.

tgah tgu syakirah n tasnim tuk buat report lab nie..
so, amek lah ms nie jap nak on9..
hehehe.. :P
herm..
tgah bertabah skrang nie..
n akn terus bertahan..
tp rase mcm x bley nak tahan..
xpe2...
farah, boleh...
berusaha ye!
basya!

4 a very special person..

dear diary,

i hope he read this..

dear,

thanx 4 being a very special person in my life..

im glad i found u..

thanx 4 being my everything..

i noe we quarrel a lot.. but maybe dats da way for us to become closer n to noe more bout each other, rite?..

those things dat u told me last nite, i'll keep it in my heart..

i'll keep all ur promises.. n i noe u'll never let me down..

thanx again my dear..

hope we'll last forever..

:)